Super Cheese

This is heaven right here lol! JK! Just being silly with the hubs :) thought I'd share. Tonite was a fun nite ;)

Pre-bedtime Ramble (Oops) hehe

Just a quick little rant/rave or just plain truth... But I do believe I'm a true blooded insomniac! I'm not proud, nor happy I am a victim :(

But I've come to realize I can slowly but surely take control of this issue of mine!! I'm in route to trying to find an outlet that can somewhat explain everything in due time. Im hoping for positive results. Or hell, just a decent nites sleep. I'd be happy with either!! ;) live laugh love >..<

My lovely cliche tropical beach! Oil pastels.

Very cliche and generic I know but I'm still a sucker for beach scenes. This is my first and it looks like a 10yr old did it lol but better luck next time!

My lil girl is growing up =\

I'm sitting here, watching Chris play DC Online and both foxy and surely are chilln with me too. Feelin A bit wishy washy. Im sippin' on a lemonade four loko and I'm feeling a bit of this separation anxiety. It's too damn quiet in my house and I'm too used to my lil mini me being the lil girl who asked 'why' all the time. Us telling her it's bedtime but she insists on having to go to the bathroom every 30mins. Used to a loud thump every now and then bc she's such a Tom Boy and isn't afraid to show it. Yet wants to be the pretty pretty princess in last years Halloween costume. I miss her, and it's weird bc I'm always stressing the fact that she is soooo ready for school and all that jazz, but it's weird for me. **this was written on Saturday the 28th & my mini me went to a lil slumber party at Connie's house. She needed it! She's been stuck in the casa too long!!!

A few new ones...

Oouucchhhheeee

Can I just say that this whole being sick thing has really gotten to me. I guess bronchitis is no joke. I've been coughing so much that my rib cage is sore as shit. Been like that for a while and lasnite I had a mini coughing fit and all I feel is sharp pain shooting done my back, side and under my breast. All I heard was a massive crack/pop. I fell to the floor, in so much pain. Could barely breath and basically had a mini panic attack, I thought I cracked a rib lol!! Didn't crack a rib but def pulled a muscle. BAD!! What in gods name is up with this 'luck' of mine?! I'm so ready to get better and back to myself again. This ish is for the birds!!

Disarranged feelings; Yet set in stone.... H'mmmm INTERESTING

What is there to do when someone you care so much for is so far deep that you're attempts of reaching out to them are as distant in their minds as a military wife who's husband is off at war.. Not much, I guess, but pray & hope they hit the "rock-bottom" that has been needed for a while now. All I have to say is that you shall do unto others as if you wish to be done by. As ye so, so shall ye reap. KARMA! Sell destruction! Self Medication!!! An endless spiral of numbing the pain you have endured for the past however long you can seem to remember it. If you dig a hole that you're gonna dig so deep that you'll be stuck there forever, don't complain when the sunlight fades.. You dug the whole, now you gotta stand in it. You cannot get away with destructive actions forever. It WILL catch up to you. In due time. All I want, is for the guilty to own up to their domestic actions and realize that that's no way to live and no way treat someone you claim to care about. Silence the violence my fellow friends and citizens! Increase the peace. Sit back, and realize life is a blessing and live it to the fullest in the most positive way possible! 

Oil pastel amateur ; love it X2

The second oil pastel of the two!!!

Oil Pastel Amateur ... Ooh Wee I love IT!

I've gone completely insane and went and did two serious oil pastel pieces. YES! I did!!! I'm sorta proud, hoping I'll get a bit better in due time..... this is one of the two. check it out!